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Posted December 31, 2006 by Wildfire

Wow, ok tonight was rough, I was in mommy's room under her bed hiding (peaceful mind you) when the humans came home and the little one had apparently been ill. They put her to bed and when they did HER Cat ISIS who is very over protective, mean and I feel to be slightly psycho went after me and scared me really bad... o my Goddess the things she said to me... and so I ran for my life and stuff went crashing and I ended up on the kitchen counter were I peed on my self out of fear. Aww finely mommy picked me up and held me. She was tiring to comfort me when mean old Isis walks out and gives me the look to kill... and poor me well she scared me sooo bad I peed all over myself and mom.

Gesh did I feel bad.

But are you ready for this my mommy did not yell at me or anything she just held me close and said it's ok..

Then took me and sweetly gave me a bath... when she was done she dried me and held me on her chest and loved on me.... petted me kissed me and hugged me. We laid together for hours....it was tooo cool.

So even though bad happen as did good.

Every day we get a little closer.

Posted December 27, 2006 by Wildfire

Well I know this may sound silly but my mom and I made a big break through tonight.

I came to her all on my oun, and reqwested to be petted. And she did so. I really felt good about her as a mom.

And boy was she smiling... so big I thought she would pop. I'm soooo glad she loves me so much. Sometimes it feels imosible to love again, and then some one with soooo much patience comes alone and says softly "It's ok I WILL LOVE YOU! when you are ready to be loved again you come to me.... I will be here waiting. And even though it's hard for me to belive now... I do belive it's the truth.

PS. My half Sister Mankhara and I go back to the vet on the 5th..... not fun but he was nice to us and our new mommy says it's important.

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