muffy's Blogs

this page is ment for the memory of my baby. i miss her greatly, and i still mourn over her only 4 months after her death.
i need some help with dealing with it. i have tried to be strong for my family, and when im alone im nothing but a big mess.

christmas was very hard this year, i didnt want to go near a pet store this year. but since i bought buddy for mom a few weeks before mufy passed, we had to get him something for christmas.

mom got a pup for christmas/valentines/her birthday, and i went with her to pick it out. there was one pup that reminded me so much of muffy, it took me back to when i was picking out a puppy. all the little fuzzy poodle poofs, and the most playful one picked me, and i later named her Muffy. needless to say, mom didnt pick that one.

my birthday will be even harder, and it will be 9 months after she left us. i wanted her to be with me when i graduated college, she is my muse for all of bodies of art work. she inspired me, and now my art work shows that she is no longer here. i lack a certain something, my work is ver drab, monotone and saturated.

hoover makes me really happy, ludo and lizzie crack me up, buddy makes me happy, and jada does as well. all of my animals have a special place in my heart. my 3 goats, ludo, lizzie, and my two birds.

hoover is my grandfathers dog, but when im home my grandmother say's he's mine since he pretty much ignores everyone else. i really like hoover, he makes everything ok.